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Vulpix.
21 years young.
a blog of memories and things to remember.
1.3.08
Early Early Saturday

So I just unintentionally fucked over one of the most important people in my life.
And I have never felt this low.
I don't get why people have to be able to feel this way...when it's one of the worst feelings in the world. Each and every day...I seem to constantly upset people. Whether I get them mad, or upset..it just happens. Without my even trying.
All I do is try to please people most of the time, but with that..somebody else is getting hurt. I hate that I can't make everybody happy. It just tears me up inside.
If everybody I loved could be happy if I was miserable as fuck, I think I'd want things to be that way. I don't really deserve happiness anyway..I had it for around 14 years of my life so I've had my fair share it's certain.
sdjfnksdjfn. I'm so terrible at existing. Seriously.

2 fat astronauts