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Vulpix.
21 years young.
a blog of memories and things to remember.
11.5.08
Tears are the life of my emotions


Can't say I'm a big fan of nights like these.
The kind where words cause upset..
And before you know it, because of those stupid words, things start going rather badly as well.
I feel like crap about everything 'me' tonight. And if you're going to have a cry and tell me how stupid I am for being all negative about myself, please do not leave me a comment because I have no care for it.
I looked in the mirror and despise what I see. I feel uncomfortable in my skin and everytime words leave my mouth, I wish I'd choke on them rather than have them escape.

My personality and appearance together construct this pathetic sack of bones and flesh; a creation that does not deserve existence, friends or respect.
I'm totally hating on myself right now, but my misery is eager to destroy the little optimism inside of me. I'm miserable yet I can't even to begin to think what it is that it making me this miserable. Nothing stands out at all..a bunch of stupid little things the only reasons available.
i wish thoughts made sense inside my head.


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