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Vulpix.
21 years young.
a blog of memories and things to remember.

14.10.08
Playing the pessimist

I feel so alone lately...empty even.
As though something is missing.
I had things together for a while there but they've slipped out of my grasp yet again.
I just want to be free of school
So I can disappear for a while.
&& reinvent my perception and perspective.

I'm losing my confidence again..
Which is perhaps a good thing in some ways
On account confidence can often go to one's head.
I don't like thinking. It's painful. And it exhausts me. As well as making my emotions soar downward.


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