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Vulpix.
21 years young.
a blog of memories and things to remember.
29.7.09
speaking of impending doom...


Too many things this afternoon have made me a little bit wary and depressed over myself.
I know I'm not perfect and I have as many flaws as the next person and I know that people are unwilling to accept my decisions and what not, but can I not be given the blessing of honesty from the direct source? Or would it be possible for others to accept that my decisions are for me or simply a learning process?

I dislike the way people focus only upon themselves most of the time and I dislike that I am hypocritical in saying so because I write a blog that is all focused upon me. I dislike that I am incapable of standing up for myself in the most important situations and I dislike that people can control my emotions. I dislike that I trust so easily and I dislike that I am not capable of realising I deserve better than what I am served.

'...Blurred I'm just another human being with chaos for a head. Now tear me open, tip me upside down and watch as my mind scatters. This mess is your words and your judgments cascading as a rainbow of my fears, my happiness and my misery.."

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