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13.4.10
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i wish i could stop people's words and expressions towards me from affecting my mental health.
I'm going downhill. 4 days in a row now tears have bled from my stupid sensitive eyes. I plan on seeing a psychologist someday soon because I don't think I can bear to deal with this poor form self esteem anymore. I'm so tired of not being able to ignore snide remarks and comments. I just want to be able to look through them like the nothing that they are. I'm tired of staying away from social situations simply because I fear people and how quickly they can shove me to the ground to rot in my flaws and failings. I'm tired of observing people and not understanding why I don't get to be as magnificent or interesting. I'd kill to have the ability to just speak my mind without hesitation. Envy to the maximum.
how did i ever get to be like this...
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